Saturday, May 15, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
The night was blurry but the pain was beyond unforgettable.
You had this willing desire for love and sex but you knew in your heart that you couldn't have both. And so, you picked your poison and though the pain still haunts me today;
I couldn't thank you enough for that night.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I mean, look at him.
He never really had much but that kid had one hell of a heart.
He rarely spoke but he could have written soliloquies in his sleep. But he'll never sleep again because he had left his only dream for you and tonight,
Like any other night, he'll be awake.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Yes. We were ugly and maybe even a disaster but yes, we were in love.
And how could your heart possibly had felt any differently from mine because the line you've drawn in between boundaries were crossed and these walls that you've put up were torn down. Only leaving us to be naked, allowing our imperfections to swim in everything that we dream to be perfect.
Right now, I don't know who you love or who you pretend to be but I rather die ugly and at least know who I love, who I still love.
It's you and it always had been.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Have you ever felt like you're waiting for something that's never going to happen? Try laying on the middle of the streets in Time Square at night and expect to not get killed.
Then take a ride back to the same place where you got your first kiss and expect to not to be heartbroken, all over again.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
No, I'm not mad because you found the means to walk out of my life and leave everything to die with the echoes of these broken promises but I’m mad for the simple fact that I haven’t.
The pain is as clear as the morning dew that struggles to not fall off the brim of this leaf or the tears that were once conceived on the bends of these fogged vision eyes. And it was always difficult for me to put my feelings into words but it was even more difficult to believe that even a slight trace of my message can get through your already stolen heart.
It’s impracticable that I can turn the other cheek and look away as if you were just another vague acquaintance, not when my open arms had held you through those daunting nights as we both cried from the misery that this life had brought us to.
But we did it together and that was all that mattered.
Now, all that matters or all we have left are these memories. Some for good and some for bad but I’m willing to take them with me tomorrow.
All that remains to my disheartening thoughts is a simple question: Will you be there?
Monday, March 22, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
After every last trickle of blood has fallen and after the cruel beating that this world had brought me through
...I am finally on my knees and begging for air.
At least I can die with the comfort of knowing that I could depend on you to let me breathe.