Saturday, May 15, 2010

Understanding the Unthinkable

I don't get mad, I get even.

So once all this money is gone, I better have a whole lot of happiness to lean on.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

The Aura of Decisions

The night was blurry but the pain was beyond unforgettable.

You had this willing desire for love and sex but you knew in your heart that you couldn't have both. And so, you picked your poison and though the pain still haunts me today;

I couldn't thank you enough for that night.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Because Tonight

I mean, look at him.

He never really had much but that kid had one hell of a heart.
He rarely spoke but he could have written soliloquies in his sleep. But he'll never sleep again because he had left his only dream for you and tonight,

Like any other night, he'll be awake.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Gnail Eiggam

Yes. We were ugly and maybe even a disaster but yes, we were in love.

And how could your heart possibly had felt any differently from mine because the line you've drawn in between boundaries were crossed and these walls that you've put up were torn down. Only leaving us to be naked, allowing our imperfections to swim in everything that we dream to be perfect.

Right now, I don't know who you love or who you pretend to be but I rather die ugly and at least know who I love, who I still love.

It's you and it always had been.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Integrate This Broken Heart

Yes, there is a method to my madness, like a broken equation but you've came to dissect my heart for the truth behind it all. What you've found was far from terrible but was it far from love?

Saturday, April 10, 2010

The Truth in Question

Have you ever felt like you're waiting for something that's never going to happen? Try laying on the middle of the streets in Time Square at night and expect to not get killed.

Then take a ride back to the same place where you got your first kiss and expect to not to be heartbroken, all over again.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Are We Moving too Fast?

I've heard them say that all is fair and well once we reach the ends of our desires

But tell me how in the hell do we know when and where it ends, when no one is willing to stop.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Improbable Chances Brought Me to You

No, I'm not mad because you found the means to walk out of my life and leave everything to die with the echoes of these broken promises but I’m mad for the simple fact that I haven’t.

The pain is as clear as the morning dew that struggles to not fall off the brim of this leaf or the tears that were once conceived on the bends of these fogged vision eyes. And it was always difficult for me to put my feelings into words but it was even more difficult to believe that even a slight trace of my message can get through your already stolen heart.

It’s impracticable that I can turn the other cheek and look away as if you were just another vague acquaintance, not when my open arms had held you through those daunting nights as we both cried from the misery that this life had brought us to.

But we did it together and that was all that mattered.

Now, all that matters or all we have left are these memories. Some for good and some for bad but I’m willing to take them with me tomorrow.

All that remains to my disheartening thoughts is a simple question: Will you be there?

Monday, March 22, 2010

Diagnosed with a Lonesome Night

I swear, you're almost as innocent as a natural disaster but as contagious as any sexually transmitted disease.

But I've just been diagnosed with love and the doctors informed me that I'm dying. Will you be by my bedside?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Aspirations are Followed By a Price

I want this blade to dig deep enough through my skin so that somehow, this pain can spontaneously turn into passion.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Uneven Equalities

Because this is the only way I know how to live! And that's to love you more than you will ever know.

But as much as you may or may not know, it will never be enough.
So tell me, how should I die?

Monday, March 15, 2010

Overlooking the Unnoticed Stars

Well, of course the stars at night are beautiful but the stars we hold with our hearts shine brighter than anything we see with our eyes.

Friday, March 12, 2010

The Remaining Lungs

After every last trickle of blood has fallen and after the cruel beating that this world had brought me through
...I am finally on my knees and begging for air.

At least I can die with the comfort of knowing that I could depend on you to let me breathe.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Am I lost?

Can you find me?

I'm standing in between the corner of memory lane and your lost feelings.